Wednesday, August 4, 2010

So what if I have slacked off

So I know it has been some time since I last put anything up. That doesn't mean nothing of note has happened, it just means I didn't post anything. I'm not even sure if anyone looks at this thing. I started it with the idea that it would be a place that I could just spew out my thoughts about Sara and her treatments. At first I felt like I would have loads of feelings and thoughts about the whole thing. But as it turns out I haven't. Don't take this in a negative way, it has been emotional and and at times very draining. It's just that typing crap out isn't as therapeutic as I was thinking. It maybe that I am just dead inside, or maybe I am too shallow for such a deep activity. Either way, I have slacked off. I do enjoy putting this stuff out there for the three of you to read. I also enjoy the comments Sara gives me about what I have typed. So I won't quit. I just figure on there being breaks, times when my emotional Dixie cup just isn't full. This is actually a good thing. It means Sara has been doing good.